Forgotten but still to be Maintain…

Di blog ini gw pengen jadi Alien pertama yang CuCol ( curhat Colongan)… anw Girl’s remember the girl that I talk about a long time ago, that she have a boyfriend… at last I decided to just being friends with her (horay, akhirnya gw bias memutuskan suatu hal yang penti ng buat suatu Hubungan)… kinda tired with all the feelings I have he..he.. So new year resolution is find a Girl that like me for who I am,, so new Year .. New Me he..he..

Quotes for today…

I love u not because of who U are, but because of what I am when I’m with U…

yummy cupcakes

this is the cupcakes that i talked about guys.....i dont know about the taste, but its looks yummy....www.cupkeiks.blogspot.com

All I Want For Christmas Is...

"I don't want a lot for Christmas - There's just one thing I need - I do care about the presents - Underneath the Christmas tree - I just want it for my own - More than you could ever know - Make my wish come true - All I want for Christmas is..."

SONY Reader Digital Book PRS-700BC

Merry Christmas, everybody!!! Hohohoho! ;)

More information about this PRS-700BC, click here

Boyish Notebook

Guys, look what Mr. Benny has done to my notebook?

It's so masculine-look... at first i was sort of in shock of how it looks, but i kept myself calm and took it back open-heartedly without nagging, consider he also had been done pretty serious repair of it, so i really respect his effort changing my already-peeled transparant protecting sticker with this GT sticker pad.

After a while, i'm getting used to it... it's just kinda cool! *lol

Bella's Dilemma

Would Bella still in love with Edward if he looks like the real vampire, instead of a boy with glitter sprinkled all over him?

Even though personally i think he still looks very charismatic in this picture.

Image source Vampire Edward Cullen

Twilight Day

Guess who's capturing?
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PenkQ The Vampire

~ At the cinema ~

Fina : "That's cool, Robert Pattinson is being The Vamp, imagine PenkQ who's being The Vamp, i'll definitely wear garlic necklace all the time...(lol)"

Ata : (LOL)
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Nick Jonas' Magic Spell

~ Hours before (in the car)~

Monick : "So, Ata, you like the one who has curly blonde hair among all the other Jonas Brothers right?" Reassuring.
Ata : "No, not that one! I have a slight interest to the youngest one. Nick, if i'm not mistaken."
Monick : "I told Bizma about it, that you interested to one personel of Jonas Brothers, yesterday. I pointed out while i saw them on the cover of magazines in the bookstand. Because they're like everywhere!"
"Then, he was like saying 'They are still very young... What a weird girl.' " Tells Monick giggling.
Ata : (Giggles) "Not that i have a huge crush on Nick, it's just i find him very cute. That's all." Defensively.
(Suddenly, there is a screech sound from below the car)
Monick : "What? What is that?"
Ata : "I think our car bumper is stuck on the iron metal-thingy that usually part of the parking lot."
(They both are looking at eachother dryly)
(Quickly, Ata makes an effort to put the gear on reverse, so the car can go back into normal position right away)
(After that, they're breaking the silence, laughing their butt off)

My Eyes On Mr. D

Sip of intoxicate gin, that's what you are
Sultry eyes of sinner, that's who you are

Bringing down the angels, clip on their wings
Blinded, deafened, muted, when they hear you sing

Still already taken ring seems to be unnoticed
Wonder if this sin really worth all the feast

Joy

Why bother to despair?
Though we're here for a holiday
Why bother to stressed out?
Though we're here for a holiday

See the world now, i seem to wonder
All beings, forget to be what they suppose
I keep musing, "Why bother? Why bother?"
Though we're merely here for God's purpose

I Carry Your Heart With Me

I chose this poem and took the first four sentences for Mba Cit and Mas Yusuf's wedding invitation.

"I was so in awe by reading this, since i never into any of them before, but this, this only it, makes me dwell like no other poems."

~ I Carry Your Heart With Me ~

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
i wantno world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

by Edward Estlin Cummings

Find out more about E.E Cummings

Mother's day

Today's 22nd of dec, sooo... happy mother's day for every mommy in the whole wide world...

I don't have a nice words to write, i only have a simple words that comes from the buttom of my heart, you were there for me to love and care for me, when skies were gray, whenever i was down, u were always there to comfort me and no one else can be. You showed me right from my wrong and nobody can change your place in my heart, I will always love you...

Happy Mother's day....

Does Blood Type Affects Our Personality?

Guys, have any resemblance with your traits?

What Your Blood Type Says About Your Personality

Type O
You are the social butterflies. Often popular and self-confident, you are very creative and always seem to be the center of attention. You make a good impression on people and you’re often quite attractive. Organized and determined, your stubbornness will help you reach your goals. You make good leaders. Lovewise, O is most compatible with O and AB. Common career choices: banker, politician, gambler, minister, investment broker, and pro athlete.

Type A
Type As may seem calm on the outside, but inside, you’re filled with anxiety and worry. You’re perfectionists and often shy and sensitive. Usually introverted, you’re stable and thoughtful. You make good listeners and are sensitive to color and your surroundings. You like to be fashionable and are up on the latest trends, but never flashy or gaudy. You like romantic settings and often shun reality for fantasy worlds. A is most compatible with A and AB in the love department. Common career choices: accountant, librarian, economist, writer, computer programmer, and gossip columnist.

Type B
You can be very goal-oriented and often complete the ambitious tasks set before you. Outgoing and very charming, you’re good at reading people and providing support. Though critical of appearance (but not your own), you aren’t picky and are unlikely to dwell over the little things. Type Bs are impulsive individualists who often create their own path in life. You are very strong and optimistic. B is most compatible with B and AB lovers. Common career choices: cook, hairdresser, military leader, talk show host, and journalist.

Type AB
Not surprisingly, ABs can be quite dualistic, possessing both A and B traits. You may be shy and outgoing, and hesitant and confident. You often stand out from others, don’t like labels, and are nice and easy going. You are logical and determined to do things correctly. Usually trustworthy, you like to help others. You often speak in a serious manner. Your patience, concentration, and intelligence are admirable. AB can find a soul mate with any other blood type. Common career choices: bartender, lawyer, teacher, sales representative, and social worker.

By Natalie Josef. For full article click here

Kerjaan yang tidak Menyenangkan

Kawa2n Butuh ketawa2 nih... Parah bener gw membuat kesalahan yang merugikan kantor hampir 150 jt Cumiiiiiiii..... gila baru kali ini gw stresss bener nyari solusi yang paling bener, eh nggak pernah bener...

Butuh Ketawa

Zombie-Poll

Guys, i've just vote for "Zombies are sexy" poll and there were 'yes' or 'no' options. After i made my vote... Voila!! The results were 97% say 'no', the other 3% say 'yes'.

Y'all must have known where i stand... *Dang!* lol

PS: You guys must come with me if there's a zombiewalk in our city! *lol* and PenkQ, you should do the crawling... hahahaha!

This is still the best zombiewalk video i could find. (by Nikimov)

Knowing Mr. Darcy

Book i'm reading at the moment. Just bought this book recently (Monchi, you know when... :P)
I usually don't read a romance novel, don't know why i attracted to this book, and by that time i also want to pick anykind of light literature, so i made my decision...i brought home "Me and Mr. Darcy"...Although, pity me, i never read or watch the film adaptation from the famous Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice before. So, i'm like "What's so great about Mr. Darcy??" Guess, i'll soon find out...


Dreams come true in this hilarious, feel-good fairy tale about life, love, and dating literature’s most eligible bachelor!

After a string of disastrous dates, Emily Albright decides she’s had it with modern-day love and would much rather curl up with Pride and Prejudice and spend her time with Mr. Darcy, the dashing, honorable, and passionate hero of Jane Austen’s classic. So when her best friend suggests a wild week of margaritas and men in Mexico with the girls, Emily abruptly flees to England on a guided tour of Jane Austen country instead. Far from inspiring romance, the company aboard the bus consists of a gaggle of little old ladies and one single man, Spike Hargreaves, a foul-tempered journalist writing an article on why the fictional Mr. Darcy has earned the title of Man Most Women Would Love to Date. The last thing Emily expects to find on her excursion is a broodingly handsome man striding across a field, his damp shirt clinging to his chest. But that’s exactly what happens when she comes face-to-face with none other than Mr. Darcy himself. Suddenly, every woman’s fantasy becomes one woman’s reality. . .

twilight....

Isabella "Bella" Swan moves from sunny phonex, arizona to rainy forks, washington to live with her father, Charlie. she chooses to do this so that her mother, Renee, can travel with her new husband, Phil Dwyer, who is minor league baseball player. Bella attract much attaintion at her new school and is quickly befriend by several students. much her dismay, several boys in the school compete for shy Bella's attention.

when Bella sits next to edward cullen in class on her first day of school, Edward seems utterly repulsed by her. after tricking a family, Jacob Black, into telling her local tribal legends, Bella concludes that Edward and his family are vampires who drink teh blood of animals., not human. Edward reveals that he initially avoided bella because that scent of her blood was so desirable to him. over time, eEdward an Bella fall in love.

PS: i watch it twice guys, im in love with edward...hohoho...so hansooooommmmm.....not hanson...^^ if u need company to watch it....i will love to do that...hohoho....-_-v

EDWARD SO HOT MAN.....HOT VAMPIRES......hahahaha.....kayak ABG yak gue...

Bush Shoe Attack

Come on!! Stop do such things disgraceful like this! We are human beings, have brain to use for a better prospect of humankind. Not all Jews a bad guy, not all Americans deserve to be the one to blame. Stop blaming others and look inside you, see your own reflection...

There's a quotation i love to clarify that everybody is the same, no matter what religion they chose:

"Hindus, in their capacity for love, are indeed hairless Christians, just as Muslims, in the way they see God in everything, are bearded Hindus, and Christians, in their devotion to God, are hat-wearing Muslims." - Life of Pi by Yann Martel

Anyway, Great reflex, Mr. Bush!! ;)

This Month Free Gathering

Thank y'all for attending! Just heard there was a heavy traffic jam everywhere near location from noon til eve that day.. so thank you so much for coming! We really appreciate it!

xoxo

PS: Cucutz, what's the name of your date again? >:)

Event : Mba Citra & Mas Yusuf's Wedding Reception
Location : The Roemah 7A

New Family Member

Yeayyy!!!

I'm adding up a new family member!!! Nope, it's not my brother-in-law i want to mention here...we're talking about this little cutie pie named Tokio. She's energic, jumpy (literally) brown mini-pinscher, and she also has the cutest bark amongst my other dogs *lol

Welcome, Tokio!

Isn't she adorable?? :)

This pic has been taken this morning after her bath time.

Fincut's Birthday Party

Fincut's birthday celebration this late November.

@ Zenbu, Senopati

Theme: "Childish"

(In Alphabetical Order)
Ata as Minnie Mouse
Fina as Angel
Hendra as Playboy and Poring (Ragnarok Character)
Monick as The Devil


Other pictures from the event:

Pohon, Daun, Angin...

kadang kita ga pernah tau apa yang kita punya,

apa yang ada di depan kita selama ini,

sampai suatu saat dimana kita kehilangannya…

bukan karena kita ga melihat, dan bukan karena kita ga mendengar…

tapi karena kita memilih untuk menutup mata dan telinga…

POHON

Orang2 memanggilku "POHON" karena aku sangat baik dalam menggambar pohon. AKU selalu menggunakan gambar pohon pada sisi kanan sebagai trademark pada semua lukisanku. AKU telah berpacaran sebanyak 5 kali…
Ada satu wanita yang sangat AKU cintai..tapi AKU tidak punya keberanian untuk mengatakannya… Dia tidak cantik..tidak memiliki tubuh yang sexy.. Dia sangat peduli dengan orang lain..religius tapi..dia hanya wanita biasa saja.
AKU menyukainya..sangat menyukainya..Gayanya yang innocent dan apa adanya..kemandiriannya..kepandaiannya dan kekuatannya…

Alasan AKU tidak mengajaknya kencan karena…
AKU merasa dia sangat biasa dan tidak serasi untukku…
AKU takut…jika kami bersama semua perasaan yang indah ini akan hilang…
AKU takut kalau gosip2 yang ada akan menyakitinya…
AKU merasa dia adalah "sahabatku"…
AKU akan memilikinya tiada batasnya…tidak harus memberikan semuanya hanya untuk dia…
Alasan yang terakhir..membuat dia menemaniku dalam berbagai pergumulan selama 3 tahun ini… Dia tau AKU mengejar gadis2 lain dan AKU telah membuatnya menangis selama 3 tahun…
Ketika AKU mencium pacarku yang ke-2 terlihat olehnya…
Dia hanya tersenyum dengan berwajah merah…"lanjutkan saja" katanya, setelah itu pergi meninggalkan kami. Esoknya, matanya bengkak..dan merah… AKU sengaja tidak mau memikirkan apa yang menyebabkannya menangis… but AKU tertawa…bercanda dengannya seharian di ruang itu… Di sudut ruang itu dia menangis…dia tidak tau bahwa AKU
kembali untuk mengambil sesuatu yang tertinggal…
Hampir 1 jam kulihat dia menangis disana….
Pacarku yang ke-4 tidak menyukainya…Pernah sekali mereka berdua perang dingin, AKU tau bukan sifatnya untuk memulai perang dingin… Tapi AKU masih tetap bersama
pacarku… AKU berteriak padanya dan matanya penuh dengan air mata sedih dan kaget…
AKU tidak memikirkan perasaannya dan pergi meninggalkannya bersama pacarku…
Esoknya masih tertawa dan bercanda denganku seperti tidak ada yangterjadi sebelumnya…
AKU tau dia sangat sedih dan kecewa tapi dia tidak tau bahwa sakit hatiku sama buruknya dengan dia…
AKU juga sedih…
Ketika AKU putus dengan pacarku yang ke 5, AKU mengajaknya pergi…
Setelah kencan satu hari itu, AKU mengatakan bahwa ada sesuatu yang ingin kukatakan padanya… Dia mengatakan bahwa kebetulan sekali bahwa dia juga ingin mengatakan sesuatu padaku…
AKU cerita tentang putusnya AKU dengan pacarku…
Dia berkata bahwa dia sedang memulai suatu hubungan dengan seseorang…
AKU tau pria itu…dia sering mengejarnya selama ini…Pria yang baik, penuh energi dan menarik…

AKU tak bisa memperlihatkan betapa sakit hatiku, AKU hanya tersenyum dan mengucapkan selamat padanya…

Ketika sampai di rumah, sakit hatiku bertambah kuat dan AKU tidak dapat menahannya…
Seperti ada batu yang sangat berat didadaku…

AKU tak bisa bernapas dan ingin berteriak namun apa daya…

Air mataku mengalir tak terasa aku menangis karenanya… Sudah sering
AKU melihatnya menangis untuk pria yang mengacuhkan kehadirannya…
Handphoneku bergetar…ternyata ada SMS masuk…SMS itu dikirim 10 hari
yang lalu ketika aku sedih dan menangis…

SMS itu berbunyi,"DAUN terbang karena ANGIN bertiup atau karena POHON
tidak memintanya untuk tinggal?"

DAUN

AKU suka mengoleksi daun-daun, kenapa?
Karena AKU merasa bahwa DAUN untuk meninggalkan pohon yang selama ini ditinggali membutuhkan banyak kekuatan.Selama 3 thn AKU dekat dengan seorang pria, bukan sebagai pacar tapi "Sahabat" . Tapi ketika dia mempunyai pacar untuk yang pertama kalinya… AKU mempelajari sebuah perasaan yang belum pernah aku pelajari sebelumnya - CEMBURU…Perasaan di hati ini tidak bisa digambarkan dengan menggunakan Lemon.

Hal itu seperti 100 butir lemon busuk. Mereka hanya bersama selama 2
bulan…
Ketika mereka putus, AKU menyembunyikan perasaan yang luar biasa gembiranya. Tapi sebulan kemudian dia bersama seorang gadis lagi…AKU menyukainya dan AKU tau bahwa dia juga menyukaiku, tapi mengapa dia tidak mau mengatakannya? Jika dia mencintaiku, mengapa dia tidak memulainya dahulu untuk melangkah? Ketika dia punya pacar baru lagi, hatiku sedih…Waktu berjalan dan berjalan, hatiku sedih dan kecewa…AKU mulai mengira bahwa ini adalah cinta yang bertepuk sebelah tangan… Tapi..mengapa dia memperlakukanku lebih dari sekedar seorang teman?
Menyukai seseorang sangat menyusahkan hati…AKU tahu kesukaannya…kebiasaannya… Tapi perasaannya kepadaku tidak pernah bisa diketahui… Kau tidak mengharapkan AKU seorang wanita untuk mengatakannya bukan ? Diluar itu, AKU mau tetap disampingnya…memberinya
perhatian…menemani…dan mencintainya… Berharap suatu hari nanti dia akan datang dan mencintaiku… Hal itu seperti menunggu telephonenya tiap malam…mengharapkan
mengirimku SMS…
AKU tau sesibuk apapun dia, pasti meluangkan waktunya untuk ku…
Karena itu, AKU menunggunya… 3 tahun cukup berat untuk kulalui dan
AKU mau menyerah…Kadang AKU berpikir untuk tetap menunggu…
Dilema yang menemaniku selama 3 tahun ini…
Akhir tahun ke-3, seorang pria mengejarku…setiap hari dia mengejarku tanpa lelah… Segala daya upaya telah dilakukan walau seringkali ada penolakan
dariku…
AKU berpikir…apakah aku ingin memberikan ruang kecil di hatiku untuknya?!..
Dia seperti angin yang hangat dan lembut, mencoba meniup daun untuk erbang dari pohon…
Akhirnya, AKU sadar bahwa AKU tidak ingin memberikan Angin ini ruang yang kecil di hatiku…
AKU tau Angin akan membawa pergi Daun yang lusuh jauh dan ketempat yang lebih baik… Akhirnya AKU meninggalkan Pohon…tapi Pohon hanya tersenyum dan tidak memintaku untuk tinggal…
AKU sangat sedih memandangnya tersenyum ke arahku…
"DAUN terbang karena ANGIN bertiup atau karena POHON tidak memintanya untuk tinggal?"

ANGIN

AKU menyukai seorang gadis bernama Daun…
karena dia sangat bergantung pada Pohon..jadi aku harus menjadi ANGIN yang kuat…
Angin akan meniup Daun terbang jauh…
Pertama kalinya..AKU melihat seseorang memperhatikan kami… Ketika itu, dia selalu duduk disana sendirian atau dengan teman2nya memerhatikan Pohon… Ketika Pohon berbicara dengan gadis2, ada cemburu di matanya… Ketika Pohon melihat ke arah Daun, ada senyum di matanya… Memperhatikannya menjadi kebiasaanku…seperti daun yang
suka melihat pohon.
Satu hari saja tak kulihat dia…AKU merasa sangat kehilangan…
Di sudut ruang itu, ku lihat pohon sedang memperhatikan daun… Air mengalir di mata daun ketika Pohon pergi… Esoknya…Ku lihat Daun di tempatnya yang biasa, sedang memperhatikan Pohon…
AKU melangkah dan tersenyum padanya…Kuambil secarik kertas..kutulis dan kuberikan padanya… Dia sangat kaget…
Dia melihat ke arahku, tersenyum dan menerima kertas dariku…
Esoknya…dia datang…menghampiriku dan memberikan kembali kertas itu… Hati Daun sangat kuat dan Angin tidak bisa meniupnya pergi, hal itu karena
Daun tidak mau meninggalkan Pohon.
AKU melihat kearahnya…kuhampiri dengan kata2 itu…
Sangat pelan…dia mulai membuka dirinya dan menerima kehadiranku dan telponku…

AKU tau orang yang dia cintai bukan AKU…tapi AKU akan berusaha agar suatu hari dia menyukaiku… Selama 4 bln, AKU telah mengucapkan kata Cinta tidak kurang dari 20x kepadanya…
Hampir tiap kali dia mengalihkan pembicaraan…tapi AKU tidak menyerah…
Keputusanku bulat….AKU ingin memilikinya…dan berharap dia akan setuju menjadi pacarku….

Aku bertanya," apa yang kau lakukan? Kenapa kau tidak pernah membalas?
Mengapa kau selalu membisu?" Dia berkata, "AKU menengadahkan kepalaku"…

"Ah?" Aku tidak percaya dengan apa yang kudengar…
"Aku menengadahkan kepalaku" dia berteriak…

Kuletakkan telepon……melompat….berlari seribu langkah…kerumahnya…Dia membuka pintu bagiku…Ku peluk erat-erat tubuhnya…

"DAUN terbang karena tiupan ANGIN atau karena POHON tidak memintanya untuk tinggal?"

We Come In Peace